So kiss me and them and all we had goodbye

Sat, 27 Jun 2009 03:08:52 GMT

I know I shouldn't be emotionally connected to Michael Jackson's death because only crazy people are, but I am truly saddened by this. I have always been a huge fan and at one point in my life truly thought I was going to marry and meet him. I never stopped loving him, even when it was uncool. I remember we sang the free willy song in first grade around when he started to fall and it was uncool to be excited that we were singing it. But I was thrilled. I already knew every word before we were even given the lyrics sheet. Probably the best day of my school years. I was honestly so happy. I have never lost my love for him. This is retarded, but I seriously am so sad!

Fri, 26 Jun 2009 00:37:52 GMT

I am seriously so sad about michael jackson. Anybody that knows me knows I was a huge fan. HUGE. Ugh I am so depressed. He was supposed to go on his tour and comeback and make more music! I guess this is his big come back...not the same :(

Sat, 30 May 2009 21:34:28 GMT

I just found out my grammy's cat, Cookie, was put to sleep. She had cancer covering her heart and all her internal organs. She was the sweetest cat ever and I had seen her two days before she was put to sleep. I am so sad for my grammy, she's really lonely and I think this cat took away some of that. I hope she gets a new cat as sweet as cookie.

Rest In Peace Cookie <3

Wed, 20 May 2009 13:03:19 GMT

Packing is DA WORST.

Sat, 25 Apr 2009 15:48:19 GMT

I hope this is all a good sign!

Thu, 23 Apr 2009 07:37:17 GMT

I always have dreams that the brakes in my car don't work well and I have to push down so hard for them to work. Weird.

Wed, 22 Apr 2009 14:18:51 GMT

I hate everything.

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 19:29:19 GMT

I love Lauren Dukoff's work.

Fri, 17 Apr 2009 18:06:37 GMT

http://www.theposterlist.com/ makes me miss graphic design.

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 06:25:49 GMT

Last night was danielle and I's first night in our new apartment. We drank beer by the light of a lantern because we don't have electricity and we slept on the floor because we don't have furniture. We had a slumber party with leah and our apartment is so perfect I love life.

Thu, 12 Mar 2009 14:54:43 GMT

95% positive I'll be living in New Bedford this summer. Alone. AHHH! Scary but exciting.

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 10:46:33 GMT

matty brooks you are the biggest livejournal creep I know.

Fri, 06 Mar 2009 10:23:57 GMT

I have a keloid on my nose. Did you know keloids never stop growing?

Fri, 27 Feb 2009 06:41:07 GMT

I turn into a monster when boys like me and I don't like them. I don't know how to stop being a monster. I guess I will just continue.

Mon, 23 Feb 2009 01:13:41 GMT

so friday night I got all up in the middle of a fight between two girls, told them to spread the love, and effectively broke up the fight. Its probably funnier than it sounds.

Tue, 10 Feb 2009 06:40:00 GMT

I'm really bored so I will do that 25 things that everyone does on facebook on here.

1)I have blue eyes
2)My birthday is the first day of summer
3)I am the most anxious person you will meet
4)I am a mess
5)I don't shave my legs everyday
6)I read post-secret every sunday
7)I LOVE CATS
8)I love all animals
9)I don't know how to save money
10)My brother means a lot to me, I don't know if he knows that
11)I can't date younger boys
12)I changed my major and that is one of the only things that makes me happy right now
13)I can't wait to live in new bedford with Danielle next semester
14)And I can't wait for our kitten, Koko
15)I have become obsessed with the moon, recently
16)I have always been obsessed with trees
17)Asian tourist is my favorite pose
18)The $43 dollars I spent on piercing my nose so far has been the best money spent this semester
19)Getting drunk gives me horrible anxiety the next morning
20)I think that hair is the best way to make a change in your life, because it will always grow back
21)I have worked at target for too long, in my opinion
22)I can't imagine working anywhere else though, mostly because I don't want to meet new bosses
23)I'm not funny
24)I'm wearing a hood in my senior picture
25)I miss highschool

Mon, 26 Jan 2009 06:49:09 GMT

it's harder and easier than I thought.

Thu, 22 Jan 2009 06:10:19 GMT

Well this time I will replace you. I really don't want anyone at all right now. But I'm glad it won't be you.

Fri, 16 Jan 2009 15:20:29 GMT

I'm getting my wisdom teeth out in an hour. I don't know how this works but I hope I am out of it for a couple days. That way time will fly. Peace.

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 04:32:25 GMT

Rules:
Go to urbandictionary.com and type in your answers to the following questions.
Post the first definition it gives you.

1.) Your name?
Lauren "a beautiful girl whom makes you go crazy "

2.) Your age?
20 "bag of Weed, costs $20.00 dollars and is enough to make 4 fat joints."

3.) One of your friends?
Leanna "Extremely attractive girl who can give a guy a hard-on in about 30 seconds, has a nice backside. Can usually be found at parties or just chillin‘."
Kathy "kathy is a word to explain one amazing person.the shiz net of all friends. One of the most beautiful and gorgeous people. also one of the kindest.

4.) What should you be doing?
exercising which is not defined but exercise "various activities ranging from aerobic, wieght lifting, combined with a proper diet, lazy fat people would have nothing to complain about, granted they don't have a heart attack of some sort while complaining."

5.) Favorite color?
green "yes... it is most definitely referring to the marijuana... and also, upon occassion, any substance with similar uses. too, properly, of course, it is a golfing term, but that;s really not very much fun, now is it?"

6.) Birthplace?
Milford "verb (usually with pinky finger) to put or place an object into urethral opening of human penis. "

7.) Month of your birth?
June "A "hood" term meaning girl/woman."

8.) Last person you talked to?
Ben "A £10 bag of weed. Used throughout england!"

9.) One of your nicknames?
welp I don't have one, so I guess this is done.

Sat, 10 Jan 2009 16:09:41 GMT

wampwampwampwampwampwampwampwampisthistheend?

Sat, 27 Dec 2008 04:38:04 GMT

I don't know if you are doing it on purpose and its driving me nuts. Seriously.

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 15:27:34 GMT

I need to see the new leo/kate winslet movie.

Mon, 22 Dec 2008 04:05:37 GMT

2008 IS ALMOST OVER, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE?

stayed single the whole year?
nope

kissed someone new?
yes

done something you've regretted?
yes

lost someone?
yes, but its for the better yayayaya

cut class?
yes

were involved in something you'll never forget?
yes

visited a different country?
i wish

cooked a gross meal?
hahahahaha

lost something important to you?
no

got a gift you adore?
yes

tripped over a coffee table?
probably

dyed your hair?
yeah dumb blond race strip

came close to losing your life?
no

went to a party?
yeah hahah funny experiment of 2008

read a great book?
yes

saw one of your favorite bands/artists live?
no?

Did you meet any new friends this year?
yes

Did you dislike anyone?
yes

Did you grow apart from anyone?
yes

Do you have any regrets when it comes to your friendships?
not really

2008: Your BIRTHDAY!

Did you have a cake?
yes

Did you have a party?
cheesecake factory

Did you get any presents?
yes

2008: All about YOU

Did you change at all this year?
yes

Did you change your style?
no style

Were you in school?
yeah

Did you get good grades?
meh but definitely not right now

Did you have a job?
targey

Did you drive?
yes

Did you own a car?
no i wish

Did anyone close to you give birth?
no but maydas friend did

Did you move at all?
into school

Did you go on any vacations?
that would have been nice

Would you change anything about yourself now?
i wouldn't have started drinking

2008: Wrap UP:

Was 2008 a good year?
sure

Do you think 2009 will top 2008?
it could

I confess that in 2008 I...

( ) stayed single for the whole year
( ) kissed in the snow
() celebated Halloween
() had your heart broken
() mooned someone
( ) went over the minutes on your cell phone
() someone questioned your sexual orientation
( ) came out of the closet
( ) gotten pregnant
( ) had an abortion
(x) done something you've regretted

OTHER

(x ) painted a picture
( ) wrote a poem
( ) ran a mile
( )x shopped at Hollister or Abercrombie and Fitch
() posted a blog on MySpace
( ) visited a foreign country
( ) cut in a line of waiting people
(x) told someone you were busy when you weren't
(x ) partied to celebrate the new year
(x) cooked a disastrous meal
( ) lied about how old you were
() prank called someone

In 2008 I...

[x] broke a promise
[ ] fell out of love
[x] told a little white lie..or a joke.

[x] lied
[] cried over a broken heart
[I'm sure I have] disappointed someone close
[x] hid a secret
[] pretended to be happy
[ ] slept under the stars
[ ] kept your new years resolution
[] forgot your new years resolution
[x] met someone who changed your life
[ ] met one of your idols
[x] changed your outlook on life
[TODAY FUCK YOU SNOW STORM] sat home all day doing nothing
[x ] pretended to be sick
[ ] left the country
[ ] almost died
[] given up on something/someone important to you
[] lost something expensive
[x] learned something new about yourself
[x] tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it
[x] made a change in your life
[x] found out who your true friends were
[x] met great people
[x] stayed up til sunrise
[x] cried over the silliest thing
[x] had friends who were drifting away from you
[ ] had a high cell phone bill
[x] spent most of your money on food
[ ] had a fist fight
[ x] went to the beach with your best friend(s)
[ x] gotten sick
[] liked more than 5 people at the same time
[x] became closer with a lot of people

Mon, 22 Dec 2008 03:44:43 GMT

I would love the snow to stop getting in the way of my life.